Juni 24, 2008
Noch ein Meme
It feels so good when it stops.
…Fear is just there. It’s great when the adrenaline rush hits you, and annoying when it freezes you on the spot. Sometimes it’s useful, sometimes it’s a damn nuisance. Depends.
I crave it. I need a constant background buzz of music (or at least some form of pleasant noise), except when I’m asleep. If I don’t have music from outside, I get tunes in my head…and it sucks to have a bad tune on your mind all day.
Do you like being alone?
Yes, and no. I like being alone with something to do. Books, movies, writing, daydreams,…anything. I don’t like being alone with myself. I also need to have a good balance between being alone and having company, because too much of either makes me crazy.
Do you like being in huge groups?
Let’s see…If it were a huge number of people I like and am comfortable with, I wouldn’t like it because I wouldn’t be able to really spend time with everybody. If it were a mixed group of people I know and strangers, I’d withdraw into the darkest corner and leave at the earliest opportunity. If it were a group of strangers and my role would be defined (e.g. trainer, guide, or whatever), I’d feel uncomfortable. And if my role weren’t defined, I’d just plain hate it. So, do I like being in huge groups? HELL NO!!!
– meme developed by L. –